26 august 2010

today amat membosankan,
aku x bwat pe2 pon..
duk umah je..
ble ar aku nak dpt keje..
aku da naek bosan da niy..
rase cam useless lak, asyik duk uma..

aku memanjang je on9 facebook..
x de ramai sgt yg tegur aku la..
im not famous..

erm, tdy berbuke, mkn byk gle..
even aku x pose pon..
sape suwuh mama beli byk2..
hehehe

25 august 2010

finally today aku giy cari keje,
sakit kaki aku berjalan,
hopefully aku leh dpt keje..

aku period lak,
best x yah pose, he3,
tpy bkn leh mkn sesuke ati pon,
sbb aku kene respect owg yg pose..

rini aku cari keje kat ampang point,
lps cari keje, aku giy wangsa walk ngan mama aku..
aku ingat wangsa walk best, but biase je,
cam jusco wangsa maju je,
lgy best hang out kat kl..
byk owg skit and byk brg murah2..
kat wangsa walk cam memenatkan je,
je ar name pon wangsa walk, berjalan jauh2,
but cam noyhing je,
kedai pon cam kat carefour wangsa maju..

then aku beli roti boy je..
lapo, he3..

mlm niy berbuke mama aku x dew,
sbb dye berbuke kat rumah ank yatim,
aku nak follow,
sbb aku x penah berbuke kat uma anak2 yatim..
but mama aku x kasi...;(

24 august 2010

pening pale otak aku..
aku really need a job..
but ade masalah kewangan lak pulak..
nak mintak dwet kat mama aku, tuk giy cari keje pon aku da segan..

aku kene cari job..
sbb aku nak kawin..
and my bf ckp kalau aku x keje, dye x mo aku,
sbb aku x gune..
arrrrrw..
bertambah tension aku..

doakan semoga aku dpt keje secepat mungkin..

Nur Aqilla (Qiell bear)

she's my bff..
aku kenal dye kat college..
mule2 aku x suke dye..
sbb dye kecoh mcm mak cik kat pasar..
once i get to know her, rupe nyer dye niy amatlah baek owg nyer..

dye penyayang sgt..
dye boleh nangis tgk video owg pijak kucing je..
dye pemurah and x penah berkira..
aku syg sgt kat dye..

time aku susah dye slalu bgy nasihat..
time aku x de dwet nak mam, dye blanje aku mam..

dye seorang amat cantik dari luar and dalaman..
dulu aku duk satu blk ngan dye time aku msk college..
dye nie bole thn gak ar merayap nyer..

aku hope sgt, aku bole kwn ngan dy sampai mati..
sbb susah nak dpt kwn yg mcm dye..

Adam Zubair

he's name was adam zubair naharudin,
he born 8 of june 1988..

he is my ex..
first time aku kenal dye,
aku form 3 da nak msk form 4..
dye miss col hp mama aku,
then aku msj dye just asking " who is this"..
and then dye answer im adam from gombak, i really bored, can we get to noe each other..
then waktu tu aku on da way pergi rmh my aunt at bangi..
so aku pon say yes..
then aku bgy num phone rumah aku..
sbb aku x pakai hp lgy..

mlm tuh first time dye col aku,
aku cam omg, this is real, he's voice r so cute..
the we talked until 6 am in the morning..
lps tu ary2 dye col aku and i called him..
we talked on the about 6 hour per day..

the next month later, my friend zetty, bwat open house,
so zetty suh ajak adam and his friends..
then he came with his friends,
that the first time we meets..
then i said to zetty omg, is that adam..
of course its adam..
then after our relationship getting more closer ..
aku da lupe ble date kirg couple, but dlm disember ar..

then after that semua things are wonderful,
he's so sweet, loving, caring, stylo, and funny..
he really loved his hair..
and first time aku kuwa kl,
aku kuwa ngan dye la,
i had a fun day..
then in valentine's day, that was my first..
at first i am really afraid..
and then it just happen..

in march he told me that dye kene pindah duk penang,
waktu tu, im really3 lonely,
i cries everyday,
mkn pon x selera..
its really make my life miserable..

waktu tu ar, my best friends become a monster,,
they told me that he never when to penang,
he just lie to me, just because im naif and bodoh,
he had a new gf, and aku just dye punyer spare part je..
aku x percaya dirg, sbb aku x nampak ngan mate aku..
i trust him..

but sadly i think that all true,
i had a friend at hillcrest, his high scholl,
then my friend told me, dye ade je kat kl..
until now aku pon x penah nak tanye dye..

aku nangis gle lps tuh..
i loved him, tpy nape dye tipu aku..
then ble aku form 5, aku mintak break..
itulah keputusan paling sedih yg aku penah bwat..

but aku da maafkan dye..
and aku x nak tau cite betol..
sbb aku da lupakan bende yg lps..
sekarang kita idop in 2010..
so bende 2005 aku da malas nak pk..

da lame gile aku x jumpe dye..
pada satu ari,
aku just taip name dye at google..
terus kuwa dye punye facebook..
x sangka langsung aku akn jumpe dye lagy..
aku hope we will be a very good friend..

18 august 2010

damm,
i am so bored today..
da tito da..
bole lak lapo tgh mlm..

aku kene beli num baru,
sbb dauz nak pakai num hp aku..
sebok je dye, semua brg aku dye nak..
so aku kene lah berkorban tuk bf kesayangan aku..

i hope tomorrow will be fun,
not like now..
skang niy bln pose..
so byk bende x leh bwat,
that y im so bored..
enough 4 today,

16 August 2010

The survivor plan
1st PLAN: Get a job
Finally, my bee da dpe keje..
so glad sgt, ble he got the job..
at least x de ar my life would be miserable..
so tomorrow i need to find a job..
supaya dapat menangung aku punye dwet mkn..

2cd PLAN: Saving money
bile masing2 da dpt keje, kitg leh ar kumpul dwet tuk bertunang..
then aku kene abik lesen moto and keje..
aku harap tempat keje aku tu nanti ade OT..
leh kumpul dwet untuk laptop and untuk kuwa moto lagy satu..

3rd PLAN: Rumah Sewa
aku kene kuar dwet RM 250 sebln..
dwet air n api kongsi with daus la..
kenew beli some perabut, peti ais, mesin basuh and katil..
yg palaing penting, jage ati jiran..
x mo kantoi..

ini plan jangka masa untuk 6 bln ni..
aku berdoa sgt, harap x de halangan sgt..
supaya aku bole baiki kehidupan aku..

Sahabat

apa itu sahabat?
apakah erti sahabat?
adakah sahabat itu penting?
adakah nilai persahabatan boleh diukur?

tetapi, tanpa sahabat,
kita kesunyian,
tiada gelak ketawa,
tiada berkongsi suka duka.

ada sahabat sejati,
yg memberi kita semangat,
ada juga sahabat,
yg memberi kedukaan.

sahabatku,
bila aku kesedihan,
merekalah membawa kegembiraan,
bila aku kesusahan,
merekalah yg akan menolongku,

sahabatku,
berjalan disisiku selalu,
merentasi lautan api,
memegang tanganku,
bila aku ketakutan,
memeluk tubuhku,
dikala aku kesejukan.
itulah yg dikatakan sahabat sejati.