tomorow is his bday n today was sux..!!

mlm tdy akuw gadh ckit ngan dye..

akuw x lewh tito..
coz akuw asyik pk pew yg dye ckp..
akuw naek tension..
coz akuw mmg sedar slh akuw..

but semua blame akuw..
sapew blh tahan..

mulew family then bf akuw ckp da same topik..

akuw gah try inprove diri akuw la..
akuw bkn robot..
everythings yg akuw nak bwat x lewh..

akuw pown nak have fun..
akuw asyik kuwa ngan bf n family akuw jew..
blew all girl out..

member2 lamew semua ckp akuw lupew diri..
akuw malu..
n sumtin akuw lonely..

coz x dew sapew nak dgr akuw punyew little voice niy..
kalaw akuw citew kart dye..
mesti kenew mrh..

dye kenew fhm..
akuw niy bawu 19..
da kenew act like 25..

mulew2 akuw boleh bwat..
lamew2..
akuw yg asyik bwat slh..

then kenew maki..
arggggghh..

dye lak mr perfect..

akuw cyg kart ko la..
semua ko suwuh..
akuw bwat..

akuw try jdy super woman..
but ko gelakkan akuw..

tah arw..

3 ary lagy..

cam manew ekw..

3 ary lagy besday dye..

akuw x prepare pew2 pown..

kalaw blh akuw nak kawsi dye sumtin yg bwat dye ingat akuw..

erm..

nak bwat bbq..

mak akuw x kawsi bwat kart uma akuw..

cam manew niy..

bikin akuw tension jew..

colections abg angkat kuw..

first abg kuw..

alip toyol da tua..

wawawa..

dye niy baek..

yg penting dye niy poyo..

akuw sajew kutuk ko..

sbb ko skew bkk blog akuw..

hahaha

second..

megat..

dye lak skew bgy ceramah kart akw..

dulu akw sukew maen tetek dye..

hehehe

im 7o% spoiled, 60% bitch/bastard n 40 %gangster

YOU OPENED IT!!! NOW YOU MUST
FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED!!! IF YOU
DON'T FINISH THIS SURVEY YOU WILL
BE SINGLE FOR 66 YEARS!!! UNLESS YOU
TAKE A MINUTE TO FINISH THIS SURVEY!!

SPOILED
[ ] YOU OWN EITHER A MP3 PLAYER OR
IPOD!
[x] YOU HAVE YOUR OWN ROOM!
[ ] YOUR THE YOUNGEST IN YOUR FAMILY!
[] YOU SHOP FOR YOUR OWN CLOTHES!
[x] YOUR ABLE TO DATE!
[] YOU HAVE A TV IN YOUR ROOM
[x] YOU HAVE A UNLIMITED TEXTING
[x] YOU GET ALLOWANCE!
[x] YOU HAVE TO GET SOMETHIN EVERYTIME
[x] YOU GO SHOPPING!
[x ] YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CHORES/JOBS
TO DO!

TOTAL =
MULTIPLY BY 10 = 70 percent

WAIT NOT FINISH YET!

BITCH/BASTARD
[x ] YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND!
[x] YOU HAVE ENEMIES!
[x] YOU HATE SOME /ALL OF YOUR
TEACHERS!
[x] YOU BROKE SOMEONE'S HEART
BEFORE!
[] YOU SOMETIMES BITCH/SNAP AT YOUR
FAMILY!(PARENTS, SISTER,
BROTHERS,ETC..)
[x] YOU HAVE YOUR OWN GANG/ GROUP OF
FRIENDS!
[] YOU LOVE TO TEASE YOUR BESTFRIEND
[x] YOU MOSTLY CHAT IN CLASS!
[ ] YOU HAVE OVER $200 DOLLARS SO FAR!
[ ] YOU DON'T WASH YOUR LAUNDRY!

TOTAL = 6
MULTIPLY BY 10 = 60 PERCENT

WAIT NOT FINISH YET!

GANGSTER
[ ] YOU WORE NOTHING AT HOME
[ ] YOU SOMETIMES WEAR STRAPS, OR STRAP
LESS SHIRTS
[ ] YOU HAVE HOT SHOES THAT PEOPLE
ADMIRE!
[x] YOU HAVE HOOD/JACKETS!
[ ] YOU OWN A HAT!
[x] YOU SOMETIMES SWEAR!
[] YOU SAY YO/DAWG/KILLAHS/SEXXY/....
[x] YOU LOVE TO CURSE!
[ x] YOU GOING OUT WITH A HOTT GUY/GIRL
[] YOU GOT TO HAVE ACESSORIES WHEN YOU
GO PLACES!!!

TOTAL =
MULTIPLY BY 10 = 40 PERCENT

check inn..

semlm 23 feb 2008..

akuw giy check ngan bf akuw..

hehehehe..

dye bewli weed..

bapak bes glew abik ngan dye..

kiwg asyik gelak jew..

hahhahaah..

40 little Secrets

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
my bee..

[Two] Where was your default pic taken?
kat uma lar..

[Three] What's your middle name?
hanna..

[Four] Your current relationship status?
da kawin tpy nikah blom..

[Five] Does your crush like you back?
i dunno..

[Six] What is your current mood?
lonely n lapo..

[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
pink n white..

[Nine] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again
yes..

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
x nak couple ngan do`o n adam..

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
yes..

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
yes on 6 fed 2008..

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
kis n eat..

[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
yes at my dad..

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
yes..

[Sixteen] What song describes your life right now?
muse - Unintended

[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
erm.. yesterday..

[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
my bee..

[Nineteen] Who is your hero?
nobody..

[Twenty] What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
dick..

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order from McDonalds?
burger ..

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
i in love wit firdauz bin osman

[Twenty-three] Where is your ex?
at his home la..

[Twenty-four] Would you ever take them back?
erm.. kalaw dulu ok la.. kalaw skang sowie la babe..

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows
yes..

[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nope..

[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other languages?
english n malay jew..

[Twenty- eight] Whats your favorite smell?
my bee..

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life?
kadang2 bes.. n sumtime sux..

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
yes.. its da bes moment..

[Thirty one] Do you like the rain?
i love it..

[Thirty-two] What are you thinking about right now?
cooking..

[Thirty-three] What should you be doing right now?
cooking..

[Thirty-four] What is your missed memory?
time bf akuw x bz sgt..

[Thirty-five] What are you listening to?
im universal..

[Thirty-six] Who was the last person you told i love you to?
my bee..

[Thirty-seven] Who was the last person you yelled at?
my sister..

[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
no.. i be myself..

[THirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
black..

[Forty] Who was the last person to make you smile?

I DUNNO..

41 question..

1. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
akuw pown smoke.. so..

2. How about drinking?
erm.. akuw da x minum..

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yup=)..of course..

5. Whats your favorite sport?
erm.. sleeping..

6. Its Saturday night, you're home alone.. what do you do?
on9..

8. Can you do the splits?
no..

9. Do you like roller coasters?
x penah naek.. n x kan naek..

13. What are you doing this coming weekend?
nuthin..

14. Whats your favorite restaurant?
erm.. yg adew lasagna..

15. Do you usually fall for the right or wrong girl/boy?
erm.. wrong guy..

16. Have you ever hugged someone?
erm.. yes.. n manyak kali kowt..

17. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
penah.. shial owh laki tuh.. trk kpala akuw..

18. Are you lonely right now?
kinda..

19. Song stuck in your head?
erm.. bcoz of u - neyo

21. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex
dick n sex..

23. Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains?
erm.. beach, walawpown akuw alecgic to air laut..

24. What kind of phone do you have?
handphone..

26. Computer or laptop?
pc..

27. What is your favorite store?
so many lar..

28. Jeans or sweats?
jeans..

29. Which year has been the best so far?
2007

30. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
:: 19

31. What should you be doing right now?
erm.. cooking..

32. What is your favorite tv show?
tah arw..

33. Colour?
black, pink, bluew n coklet..

34. Are you wanting to be with him/her right now?
yes i am..

35. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
hahah.. yes i do..i

36. What do you do when you're at home?
on9 n sleeping..

37. Do you like to go to concerts?
no.. coz ramai owg..

38. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
hardstyle..

39. Scariest thing you've ever done?
cri brg..

40. Whats the best feature about you would you say?
i reaally dunno..

41. Are you friends with people that you shouldn't be friends with?
hahaha.. yes..

survey love.

1)love?
its a wonderful, sad n greatest thungs eva..

2)are u in love with someone rite now?
yes. wit my bee..

3)do you love ur ex?
erm, no.. but i love not be their fwen..

4)how many ex's?
11..

5)their name?
da lupew kowt..

6)why did you let he/her go?
erm.. bosan, x encem n adew boy laen..

7)were u able to move on?
adew yes but adew yg not..

8)new bf or gf?
hym2222..

9)happy with your life after break-up?
not, coz its too sad..

10) describe what relationship means to you.
its a serius thing eva..

15 feb 2008!!

owg sambut v's day semlm..

tpy akw sambut ary niy..

bes22..

dye dtg uma tdy..

sumpah akuw hepi..

hehehe..

dye x bwk pew2..

but akuw x kesah..

then akuw n dye kis..

tuwh lgy bes..

if ur ex ask these questions..what would be your answers??

Why did you let me go?
bcoz im bored..

Can I win you back?
erm, i think bout it..

I am very much happy with you back
then.
oooo..

I still love you.
me too, but as a fwen..

When did we last talk?
last week..

Can you go with me?
of course silly..

Hey , can i give you/ask for a
ride?
yes..

Were you able to move on?
maybe yes n maybe no..

I regret losing you.
me too..

I cannot keep my promise to you.
i know, plz change..

My parents do not like you.
it really make me sad..

You have changed.
i changed a lot, coz i dont want to lose my new bf..

14 feb 2008!!

everybody noe wat day is it..

is valentine's day..

but i didt celeb dis year..

kinda sad..

hahaha..

accually its a small matter..

as long as he remember me n present..

ill try to be tough..

even im not..

im try be cool, even i in a bad wheater..

try be da best tat i can..

juz 4 the love tat u gave..

huhu..

heppy valentine's day be3!!

v`s day history!!

St. Valentine's Story

Let me introduce myself. My name is Valentine. I lived in Rome during the third century. That was long, long ago! At that time, Rome was ruled by an emperor named Claudius. I didn't like Emperor Claudius, and I wasn't the only one! A lot of people shared my feelings.

Claudius wanted to have a big army. He expected men to volunteer to join. Many men just did not want to fight in wars. They did not want to leave their wives and families. As you might have guessed, not many men signed up. This made Claudius furious. So what happened? He had a crazy idea. He thought that if men were not married, they would not mind joining the army. So Claudius decided not to allow any more marriages. Young people thought his new law was cruel. I thought it was preposterous! I certainly wasn't going to support that law!

Did I mention that I was a priest? One of my favourite activities was to marry couples. Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, I kept on performing marriage ceremonies -- secretly, of course. It was really quite exciting. Imagine a small candlelit room with only the bride and groom and myself. We would whisper the words of the ceremony, listening all the while for the steps of soldiers.

One night, we did hear footsteps. It was scary! Thank goodness the couple I was marrying escaped in time. I was caught. (Not quite as light on my feet as I used to be, I guess.) I was thrown in jail and told that my punishment was death.

I tried to stay cheerful. And do you know what? Wonderful things happened. Many young people came to the jail to visit me. They threw flowers and notes up to my window. They wanted me to know that they, too, believed in love.

One of these young people was the daughter of the prison guard. Her father allowed her to visit me in the cell. Sometimes we would sit and talk for hours. She helped me to keep my spirits up. She agreed that I did the right thing by ignoring the Emperor and going ahead with the secret marriages. On the day I was to die, I left my friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. I signed it, "Love from your Valentine."

I believe that note started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day. It was written on the day I died, February 14, 269 A.D. Now, every year on this day, people remember. But most importantly, they think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to stand in the way of love, and they laugh -- because they know that love can't be beaten!

Valentine Traditions

Hundreds of years ago in England, many children dressed up as adults on Valentine's Day. They went singing from home to home. One verse they sang was:

Good morning to you, valentine;
Curl your locks as I do mine ---
Two before and three behind.
Good morning to you, valentine.

In Wales wooden love spoons were carved and given as gifts on February 14th. Hearts, keys and keyholes were favourite decorations on the spoons. The decoration meant, "You unlock my heart!"

In the Middle Ages, young men and women drew names from a bowl to see who their valentines would be. They would wear these names on their sleeves for one week. To wear your heart on your sleeve now means that it is easy for other people to know how you are feeling.

In some countries, a young woman may receive a gift of clothing from a young man. If she keeps the gift, it means she will marry him.

Some people used to believe that if a woman saw a robin flying overhead on Valentine's Day, it meant she would marry a sailor. If she saw a sparrow, she would marry a poor man and be very happy. If she saw a goldfinch, she would marry a millionaire.

A love seat is a wide chair. It was first made to seat one woman and her wide dress. Later, the love seat or courting seat had two sections, often in an S-shape. In this way, a couple could sit together -- but not too closely!

Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry, As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.

Pick a dandelion that has gone to seed. Take a deep breath and blow the seeds into the wind. Count the seeds that remain on the stem. That is the number of children you will have.

If you cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you will also know how many children you will have.

Valentine's Day History

There are varying opinions as to the origin of Valentine's Day. Some experts state that it originated from St. Valentine, a Roman who was martyred for refusing to give up Christianity. He died on February 14, 269 A.D., the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries. Legend also says that St. Valentine left a farewell note for the jailer's daughter, who had become his friend, and signed it "From Your Valentine". Other aspects of the story say that Saint Valentine served as a priest at the temple during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Claudius then had Valentine jailed for defying him. In 496 A.D. Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honour St. Valentine.

Gradually, February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. The date was marked by sending poems and simple gifts such as flowers. There was often a social gathering or a ball.

In the United States, Miss Esther Howland is given credit for sending the first valentine cards. Commercial valentines were introduced in the 1800's and now the date is very commercialised. The town of Loveland, Colorado, does a large post office business around February 14. The spirit of good continues as valentines are sent out with sentimental verses and children exchange valentine cards at school.

The History of Saint Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day started in the time of the Roman Empire. In ancient Rome, February 14th was a holiday to honour Juno. Juno was the Queen of the Roman Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of women and marriage. The following day, February 15th, began the Feast of Lupercalia.

The lives of young boys and girls were strictly separate. However, one of the customs of the young people was name drawing. On the eve of the festival of Lupercalia the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and placed into jars. Each young man would draw a girl's name from the jar and would then be partners for the duration of the festival with the girl whom he chose. Sometimes the pairing of the children lasted an entire year, and often, they would fall in love and would later marry.

Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off. He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed.

The pastors of the early Christian Church in Rome endeavoured to do away with the pagan element in these feasts by substituting the names of saints for those of maidens. And as the Lupercalia began about the middle of February, the pastors appear to have chosen Saint Valentine's Day for the celebration of this new feaSt. So it seems that the custom of young men choosing maidens for valentines, or saints as patrons for the coming year, arose in this way.

so wat do u think??

things tat i dislike!!

owh..

kenew maki, nagis, lonely, sate, baju kurung, tudung, rokok abiz,

kenew kutuk, not enough attention from hym, sweet talker, ego guys,

sombong, bajet howt, minah kg, not having date 4 v day, his ex,

hary raya, puasa, sleep wut tears, worry,

n many more

things tat i like..

erm..

music, sleeping, kissing, eating, movies, hang out, klcc,

fashion, hot pants, a fwen, mini skirt, jeans, t shirt, a dress,

mcd, kfc, piercing, hot guy, rox star, lazania, chess, pink,

black, him, joking, drunk, smoking, fuck, yka, my bed,

MY BANTAL BUSYUK, bb, t.s, check inn, romantik,

lolipop, nasi lemak, hair, shoe, his lips, a hugs,

tuwh jew yg i ingat ..

Love Match for Cancer and Taurus!!

When Taurus and Cancer come together in a love affair, it's usually a very good combination. They are two positions apart within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to share karmic ties and a deep mutual understanding. These particular two Signs have much in common: Both prize security in a love relationship above almost all else; both tend to be nurturers (Cancer is emotionally nurturing while Taurus loves to spoil their lover with sensual delights, gifts and good, rich meals). They're both quite domestic and love a quiet night spent at home with their sweetie.

The Taurus-Cancer partnership tends to be a happy one due to this mutual enjoyment of the security and comfort of home. They love a solid home base, a strong relationship, nice possessions, good food: all the comforts of domestic life. Theirs is often the ideal family that people of other Signs strive for, with strong ties between them and a relationship that is family-oriented rather than toward the outside world. Their only major problems arise when Taurus insists on having its own way and Cancer responds by sulking. Taurus must understand Cancer's emotional sensitivity, and Cancer needs rely on open, honest communication than on emotional blackmail.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Cancer is ruled by the Moon (Emotions). Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with feminine energy. Cancer often keeps emotions bottled up and simmering inside, which can lead to occasional boil-overs. Thus, Cancer is attracted to Taurus's open, honest, unafraid nature. As the Moon controls the tides of the Earth, quietly affecting all life, so does Cancer, manipulating behind the scenes. Cancer tends to be sentimental, and both partners prefer to enjoy each other rather than socializing with large groups.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Cancer is a Water Sign. Water and Earth are compatible as tangible, physical entities. As a Water Sign, Cancer is born to nurture an Earth Sign like Taurus the way rain nurtures Earth and helps crops grow. In turn, Taurus tends to have a more stable view of life than does Cancer and is less prone to emotional turmoil; therefore, Taurus can help Cancer stabilize their tumultuous feelings. Both Signs must be careful in this relationship, however: Taurus may tire of Cancer's mood swings, and Cancer may in turn feel that Taurus is insensitive to their needs.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Cancer is a Cardinal Sign. Taurus has Fixed habits; they won't change an opinion once it's formed. This can provide Cancer with an emotional rock, as Taurus is entirely dedicated to the relationship. In turn, Cancer can bring new inspiration to the relationship and start new projects that Taurus will enjoy taking over later.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Cancer relationships? The steady, reliable team they make. Both Signs are dependable and nurturing, strongly oriented toward domestic life together. A mutual love of home and security makes theirs an ideal long-term, family relationship

fashion!!

akuw sukew foshion..

but fashion yg akuw sukew bf akuw x sukew..

me always wanna dress like them..

maybe sumday..

skang miy akuw sukew dress yg selesa..

likew jeans n shirt..

n akuw skew bwat sumtin yg pelik..

maybe wearing a ..

akuw benci pakai high hill..

i love lamb, baby phat, roxy, n many more..

kalaw beli baju yg murah pown ok..

awsal kan its cute..

love mini skirts..

love hot pants..

hehehe..









love them!!

valentine!!

taun niy dauz x nak sambut valentine coz dye x dew money..

akuw x kesah..

tpy agak sewdih lar coz dis is our first valentine together..

nvm..

but i x tipuw lar if i x ckp its sad..

erm..

happy valentine day 4 myself..

sad!!

akuw col ko bkn nak kenew maki..

ko taw x??

lps xccident nie ko x lyn akuw sgt..

akuw faham family ko in trouble..

but at least lyn i..

akuw cyg ko..

ko lak??

blew time akuw nak ko cam niy arw akuw dpt..

blew lg cyg??

niy la time akuw nak gewdik2 ngan ko..

akw taw ko bz nak urus kan ketew, bill adewk n kejew ko..

ello im sick ere..

need ur care!!

ACCIDENT!!

6 feb 2008..

akuw ikowt bf akuw blk kg..

tah mcm manew tah..

kiwg accident..

bf akuw ok jew..

akuw n adewk dye yg terook..

kepala akuw kenew jahit..

adewk dye lak trauma..

isk isk..

kiwg xccident at highway kl ke ipoh..

ketew kiwg terbabas..

waktu tat things happen..

akuw blur sgt..

cam nuthin happen..

but after a while akuw mulew sedar..

then akuw cry hp akuw..

erm..

akw pown kuwa dry kete..

then adew owg tumpangkan kiwg giy hosp..

sampai kart hosp, bawu akuw sewdar..

kart mukew akuw adew 2 kaca n kart kpala akuw adew satu..

akuw pening2 palew..

sakit owh blew dr twh kwa kan kaca..

erm..

nasib baek akuw still idop..

my ex!!

duckz..

tdy duck dtg uma..

ilang wendu akuw kart dye..

dye still sweeet can duluw..

tpy tdy akuw malu..

hahaha..

da lamew x meet siot..

akuw ingat lagy..

akuw couple ngan dye 12 feb 2007..

break akuw x ingat..

waktu valentine date kart t.s tingkat 7..

dye bgy akuw bear n rantai..

akuw lak kawsi dye button..

akuw wendu blew akw couple ngan dye..

lawak arw akuw niy..

then tdy akuw bgy dye hadiah besday dye..

akuw beli last year..

tp akuw x sempat bgy..

tdy akw newgok dye mcm sukew jew..

tah arw..

but akuw lega lps kasi dye mendew tuwh..