hsm 3

citew niy bes glew..
akuw ingat cam hsm 1 n hsm 2..
but kali niy totally best..

64 kg!! wat da fuck

waaaaaaaaaah!!
akuw pown x taw cam manew berat akuw lewh naek mendadak cam niy..
akuw rasew bahagia, unhappy n sad..

bahagia sbb akuw cukup mkn..
unhappy bcoz byk baj da x muat..
sad bcoz bf akuw x sukew, dye suwuh diet..

akuw cam confuse, coz akuw selesa ngan badan akuw..
n the same time akuw cyg bf akuw..??
???

so akuw kenew lah kuruskan badan..
sbb akuw cyg dye..

tpy kalaw akuw da kurus pew lagi yg dye mintak..
erm..
penat akuw kenew ikowt ckp dye..

arrrrgh..
now everyday akuw kenew jog..
lgy pown spm da dekat..
tension owh..
nawk kenew kurus n nawk kenew study.

wish me all the best..
coz i dun need luck!!

spm 11 nov..

wawawa..
da dkt siot..
akuw hrp akuw dpt kecapi apew yg akuw nawk..

akuw da x nak repeat agy..

kalaw boleh akuw nawk dpt 5a1..

6 julai!! 1 year n 4 month!!

wah..
lamew nyew..
akuw x penah couple lamew cam niy..
da msk 1 taun 4 bln..
banggew akuw..
dye adalah segala2nya bgy akuw..


byk akuw belajar tentang idop dgn dye..
sbb dye akuw nagis..
sbb dye akuw hepi..
sbb dye akuw puas..
sbb dye akuw berpk..
sbb dye jugak la akuw adew masew dpn..

kalaw nak suwuh akuw citew psl dye..
sampai sok la x abis agy..
hehehe

da worst things bout him:
mat ganja
tenaga batin yg kwat (hehe)
sukew maki akuw kalaw bad mood
x sukew pujiw akuw!!
selalu kutuk owg
sukew ckp akuw bodoh
x reti nawk mengalah

da good things bout him:
make me love myself
teach me bout family
bwat akuw rasew nawk berjaya
bwat akuw rasew dunia akuw yg punyew
always surport me

kalaw bab fizikal lak..
akuw sukew lengan dye..
pergh kalaw lewh tido kart lengan dye bapak lena..

tpy semua ituw tidak penting..
yg penting nyer akuw selesa n rasew selamat blew dgn dye..

mama akuw ckp itu yg paling penting blew ktew cyg seseowg tuwh..

kan bagus kalaw dye lewh bace..
hehe

Born in The 80's! Teringat Those Gud Old Days. x)

> budak2 yg lahir pd thn 80an mesti
> ingat
> mase skola rendah dulu:
>
> - kat skola ade salesman jual buku
> cerita.

ari ni bg list, esok mintak
> duit
> beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau.


> salesman susu pon camtu gak.


>
> - kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp
> just tengok gamba je.

bile ade program
> Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.


>
> - RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg
> berduit pon join RMT..
>
> - pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn
> blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.


>
> - main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk
> padam.

padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk
> padam!
>
> - pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm
> ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm
> air tu.


>
> - cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg.

Ade
> pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu
> pgg pon kat situ.


>
> - bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering
> dijadikan rotan.


>
> - time pendidikan seni, lukis sume
> boleh tp bile time kaler sume hampeh.

ade gak
> buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj
> la, ape la...
>
> - main game 2D.

super contra, super
> mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.


>
> - jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb
> bole
> tuka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.


>
> - takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la
> pulak...
>
> - balik skola beli yoyo xpon Dendang.


> Tora pon best gak.

Beli se mata2 nak
> mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.


>
> - Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan
> die
> kat tV bole tembak alien tu...
>
> - Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman,
> transformers, ninja turtles,
> Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.


>
> jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2
> x
> smpt lyn bende2 ni.

kite akan sentiasa
> berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg
> permanent.

huhu~
>
>

mature??

erm..
apew bendew tuwh..
dlm bm matang..
mesti semua taw maksud matang @ mature..

duluw akuw benci words tuwh..
sbb semua owg ckp akuw niy x mature..
cam bdk2..
akuw fade up glew..

sampai akuw nak bunuh diri pown adew..

blew mama akuw skt..
bawy larh akw sedar..
mature itu penting..

sbb kalaw akuw pk cam bdk2..
akuw x kan blh jagew mama akuw..

skang niy agak byk jugak akuw tgk perubahan dlm diri akuw..

N I PROUD OF IT..

How to Be Loyal

We live in a world where selfishness seems to be the rule of the day, and personal gain the objective of most relationships and endeavors. One of the most honorable character traits a person can develop is the ability to be loyal, whether to family, friends, an employer, or clubs and organizations we may belong to.

Steps
1. Understand what being loyal means. You must be willing to allow your own interests to take second place to be truly loyal to another person or cause. Loyalty is simply the act of putting someone or something else ahead of one's self.
2. Be willing to sacrifice. Being loyal in a patriot sense, as in loyal to one's country, has placed millions in harm's way in wars throughout history. The people who serve in the modern military are loyal to their nation, its flag, and the purpose they serve for. Being loyal to a friend or your own family can also require sacrifice.
3. Take time to look at the needs of who ever you are loyal to. To take steps of loyalty, you need to recognize that it is a deliberate effort, and to be truly loyal to someone, you have to be willing to invest yourself, your time and energy in them.
4. Ask yourself if what or who you are offering your loyalty to is worthy of the investment. Is the person or organisation who asks for your loyalty worthwhile? Depending on what philosophy or religion you may follow, you might find guidance there. In the Judeo-Christian religion, the order of loyalty may be summed up as "God, Family, and County", putting loyalty to God first, then family, and finally, country.
5. Consider the benefits of loyalty. This may be most obvious in the case of employment. Being a loyal employee often creates its own rewards, with increases in pay, job security, and more respect from your employer. Being a loyal employer, who is willing to look after your employees, will give them incentive to be more dedicated and productive for you.
6. Weigh the costs of being loyal. You should always structure the heirarchy of your loyalties according to your valuation of their importance. If being loyal to a group or club causes you social ostracism or creates negative influence in your family or other social circumstance, it may not be worthwhile to continue that loyalty.
7. Balance your loyalties with the day to day needs of your own life and your family. Being loyal to a volunteer group or social organisation at the expence of taking time for your family may result in your suffering loss in your personal relationships.
8. Look up to it for reward and appreciation in your efforts to be loyal. Being loyal to an unappreciative person or group is not very rewarding, and although this implies a selfish motivation for your loyalty, it is a practical thing, to expect the person or group you give your loyalty to to be loyal to you in return.


Tips
Keep a realistic view of your loyalty, and the costs associated with it.

Warnings
Be aware that it is not unusual to be rewarded for loyalty and dedication with demands for more and more of your time and energy.

my fav movies!! 2007

Tranformers


Hitman


niy citew fav akuw..
akuw boleh tgk byk kali..
sumpah x bosan..

9 june 2008

erm..
mama akuw da ok da..

juz akuw jew bosan ckit..
sbb x taw nak bwat pew..

sepatut nyew akuw kenew study but..
akuw cam blur jew aryniy..

siot jew malaysia skang niy..
minyak da naek, beras harga da naek..
kalaw wokok harga naek..
sumpah akuw nak pukol owg yg naek kan harga..

akuw da 19..
next year da 20..
kalaw boleh next year akuw nak insaf lol..
coz da tua..

so skang niy akuw nak enjoy study n enjoy abik drug..
but mabuk mls..

erm..
akuw da x taw pew yg akuw merepek..
lalala

THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN

akuw sukew movies niy..
bes glew..

caspian tuwh bapak comel..
teros akuw bgy kucing akuw namew caspian..
hehehe..
x lewh bela..

lagu kenagan!!

dulu bf akuw sukew lagu niy..
dye slalu nyayi kan tuk akuw..

but part kekasih gelapku tuwh dye cover ckit..

hehehe

hate him but i love him!!

bapak la..
akuw tunggu dye cam owg glew..

lewh lak off hp..
akuw da naek wisau..

dye bkn peduli pown..

akuw penat la jdy waiting col..
akuw nak cam couple laen..

akuw jelez..
semua owg happy..
akuw pown happy gak but x dew la cam owg laen..

akuw xlewh kuwa..
nawk giy gig abg angkat akuw pown dye x kasi..
kwn akuw pown da ckit..

idop akuw da jdy cam.. tah arw..
cam bkn teenager..
akuw bkn cam teenager yg laen..

akuw kenew dk uma..
kalaw x dye marah..
kalaw dye marah,,
dye mintak break..

senang kan idop laki..
kalaw gurl tuwh bwat slh..
senang jew nak break..

da word break tuh da jdy biasew..
erm..

spm!! part 2

niy la kali kedua akuw abik spm..

kebanyakan owg abik skali..

but akuw abik dua kali..

niy la idop akuw..
degil!!

x nak dgr pew ckp owg..
asyik ikowtkan hati akuw jew..

hope akuw lewh dpt dis time..
lewh dpt great credit..
akuw x nak menyusahkan mama akuw lgy..
cian dye..

cancer..

mama akuw adew cancer..
so akuw sebagai anak first kenew la jagew mama akuw..

penat sgt..
but akuw syg sgt mama akuw..
so penat kenew la ltk ketepi..

akuw hope dye cepat sembuh..
coz dye la my bes fwen..

smoking!!

hell ya its really important to my life..

cant live wthout it..
wokok da jdy my second baby after my bantal bisyuk larh..

bee akuw num 3..
hehehe..

wokok fav akuw dunhill..

my life sux..

akuw adew a bz bf..
so x dew sapew care bout me anymore..

akuw x dew kwn baek..'
so blew akuw lonely akuw nagis..

akuw x dew tempat nak mengadu..
so diary la my bes fwen..

akuw da byk ilang kwn..
myspace la my last fwen..

so who care..

im just worst than eva..

arrrgh..

taurus

The Plus Side

You're a glamour girl by nature and you love looking and feeling your best. You pay attention to details and are very thorough in your projects. You are very loving and dependable and your calm personality always puts everyone at ease. You are also loyal to your friends and will always stick by them - even in the worst of times.

Likes

• · Having money saved
• · Furry or silky material
• · Eating good foods
• · Taking your time

The Flip SIde

You, Earthy Taurus, get easily embarrassed! Sometimes you take too long to make a decision and you miss an opportunity or come across as slow-moving. You love nice things, but remember: you have to work hard to get them! You can be awfully stubborn too - they don't call you the Bull for nothing!

Dislikes

• · Being disturbed when concentrating
• · Scratchy material
• · Changing your routine
• · Being told to hurry

change!!

akuw x penah berubah..
but dari segi fizikal n pakaian maybe akuw da berubah..
akuw da manyak ilang kwn..

akuw rasew lonely sgt..
bf akuw bz..
family akw sukew bwat hal sendiri..

akuw da x dew tempat mengadu..

19 april!!

today bday mama akuw..

dye lak skt..

akuw jagew dye..

kecian kart dye..

maybe mlm niy kiwg mam kart ita agy..

hehehe..

but kali niy bf akw adew..

spm!!

arrrgh its really drive me crazy..

akuw takowt akuw wat mistake tuk dis spm..

akuw kenew berusaha tuk mencapai apew yg akuw nak..

ketagihan!!

akuw da mulew ketagih k owh..

cam manew nawk bwat??

semlm akuw tanyew bf akuw..

kalaw akuw abik agy blh x?

then dye ckp dye nak pijak mukew akuw kalw akuw abik..

dye bkn taw pown kalaw akuw abk kart uma..

dye bkn peduli pown pasal akuw..

dye pk kejew jew..

so kalaw akuw abik..

dye bkn taw pown..

hahaa..

akuw jaat..

ketamine!!

bes owh..

serius!!

but tat was my first n last..

akuw arap akuw x ketagih arw..

but akuw cam nak lgy..

hehehe..

akuw x fhm!!

tdy col 10 akuw col dye..

akuw tanyew la, dye nak kawin ngan akuw kew??

dye ckp ikowt akw..

then akuw ckp like wat..

akuw peragai akuw ok..

akuw tanyew dye peragai akuw ok x??

then dye ckp cam shial..

apew yg akuw bwat lgy..

semua akuw bwat slh..

then akuw tanyew dye pew slh akuw..

dye ckp kalaw akuw bwat mendew yg dye bwat mukew, bendew tuwh dye x sukew akw bwat..

masalahnya semuanya dye bwat mukew..

apew yg akuw bwat yg dye sukew..

skang niy akuw da x lewh bezakan owh..

so semua slh akuw..

awsal dye twh perfect owh..

akuw x puas aty towl la..

semua ckp relax la..

akuw try la niy..

5 March 2008.. hepi anniversary..

sepatut nyew 6 march, but kiwg sambt awal coz 6 march dye kejew..

its juz a normal date..

but kiwg lunch at dome..

hehehe..

then lewh pulak member dye sakit lak..

bos bf akuw da calling suwh balik uma..

kacaw daun seh..

then dri klcc tuwh kiwg terpaksa la gerak giy pandan jaya..

then member dye niy kenew strok..

then duwg calling ambulace..

akuw lak naek takowt tgk bendew tuwh..

teros pucat mukew akuw..

then kiwa teros geras hops ampang..

da settle semua bendew..

akuw ngan bf akuw gerak giy bb..

then kiwg samb date kart pavilion lak..

bapak bosan arw kart situw..

then bf akuw giy balut weed..

then kiwg samew abik weed dpm pavilion twh..

siot jew kiwg..

hehehe..

then lpk jap kart starbuck..

lps tuwh guy newgok movies..

sumpah akuw hepi..

but,

akuw x dpt mungew..

sobsob..

x pew22 nanty akuw tuntut..

hehehe

3 march 2008

check lgy..

mesti kaya dowh tauke hotel tuwh..

asyik mukew akuw jew giy sanew..

hehehe..

kiwg abik weed agy..

bapak bes..

sampai bf akuw x larat lyn akuw..

hehehe..

1 n 2 march 2008..

akuw hepi glew owh..

walapown akuw x kuwa dwet but everythings seems so perfect..

kiwg asyik gelak jew..

mulew2 kiwg check inn..

mcm biasew la..

hehehe..

sok lak lunch kart capital hotel..

hehehe..

bes222..

then tgk wayang..

akuw skew blew ngan dye..

akw bahagia..

tomorow is his bday n today was sux..!!

mlm tdy akuw gadh ckit ngan dye..

akuw x lewh tito..
coz akuw asyik pk pew yg dye ckp..
akuw naek tension..
coz akuw mmg sedar slh akuw..

but semua blame akuw..
sapew blh tahan..

mulew family then bf akuw ckp da same topik..

akuw gah try inprove diri akuw la..
akuw bkn robot..
everythings yg akuw nak bwat x lewh..

akuw pown nak have fun..
akuw asyik kuwa ngan bf n family akuw jew..
blew all girl out..

member2 lamew semua ckp akuw lupew diri..
akuw malu..
n sumtin akuw lonely..

coz x dew sapew nak dgr akuw punyew little voice niy..
kalaw akuw citew kart dye..
mesti kenew mrh..

dye kenew fhm..
akuw niy bawu 19..
da kenew act like 25..

mulew2 akuw boleh bwat..
lamew2..
akuw yg asyik bwat slh..

then kenew maki..
arggggghh..

dye lak mr perfect..

akuw cyg kart ko la..
semua ko suwuh..
akuw bwat..

akuw try jdy super woman..
but ko gelakkan akuw..

tah arw..

3 ary lagy..

cam manew ekw..

3 ary lagy besday dye..

akuw x prepare pew2 pown..

kalaw blh akuw nak kawsi dye sumtin yg bwat dye ingat akuw..

erm..

nak bwat bbq..

mak akuw x kawsi bwat kart uma akuw..

cam manew niy..

bikin akuw tension jew..

colections abg angkat kuw..

first abg kuw..

alip toyol da tua..

wawawa..

dye niy baek..

yg penting dye niy poyo..

akuw sajew kutuk ko..

sbb ko skew bkk blog akuw..

hahaha

second..

megat..

dye lak skew bgy ceramah kart akw..

dulu akw sukew maen tetek dye..

hehehe

im 7o% spoiled, 60% bitch/bastard n 40 %gangster

YOU OPENED IT!!! NOW YOU MUST
FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED!!! IF YOU
DON'T FINISH THIS SURVEY YOU WILL
BE SINGLE FOR 66 YEARS!!! UNLESS YOU
TAKE A MINUTE TO FINISH THIS SURVEY!!

SPOILED
[ ] YOU OWN EITHER A MP3 PLAYER OR
IPOD!
[x] YOU HAVE YOUR OWN ROOM!
[ ] YOUR THE YOUNGEST IN YOUR FAMILY!
[] YOU SHOP FOR YOUR OWN CLOTHES!
[x] YOUR ABLE TO DATE!
[] YOU HAVE A TV IN YOUR ROOM
[x] YOU HAVE A UNLIMITED TEXTING
[x] YOU GET ALLOWANCE!
[x] YOU HAVE TO GET SOMETHIN EVERYTIME
[x] YOU GO SHOPPING!
[x ] YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CHORES/JOBS
TO DO!

TOTAL =
MULTIPLY BY 10 = 70 percent

WAIT NOT FINISH YET!

BITCH/BASTARD
[x ] YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND!
[x] YOU HAVE ENEMIES!
[x] YOU HATE SOME /ALL OF YOUR
TEACHERS!
[x] YOU BROKE SOMEONE'S HEART
BEFORE!
[] YOU SOMETIMES BITCH/SNAP AT YOUR
FAMILY!(PARENTS, SISTER,
BROTHERS,ETC..)
[x] YOU HAVE YOUR OWN GANG/ GROUP OF
FRIENDS!
[] YOU LOVE TO TEASE YOUR BESTFRIEND
[x] YOU MOSTLY CHAT IN CLASS!
[ ] YOU HAVE OVER $200 DOLLARS SO FAR!
[ ] YOU DON'T WASH YOUR LAUNDRY!

TOTAL = 6
MULTIPLY BY 10 = 60 PERCENT

WAIT NOT FINISH YET!

GANGSTER
[ ] YOU WORE NOTHING AT HOME
[ ] YOU SOMETIMES WEAR STRAPS, OR STRAP
LESS SHIRTS
[ ] YOU HAVE HOT SHOES THAT PEOPLE
ADMIRE!
[x] YOU HAVE HOOD/JACKETS!
[ ] YOU OWN A HAT!
[x] YOU SOMETIMES SWEAR!
[] YOU SAY YO/DAWG/KILLAHS/SEXXY/....
[x] YOU LOVE TO CURSE!
[ x] YOU GOING OUT WITH A HOTT GUY/GIRL
[] YOU GOT TO HAVE ACESSORIES WHEN YOU
GO PLACES!!!

TOTAL =
MULTIPLY BY 10 = 40 PERCENT

check inn..

semlm 23 feb 2008..

akuw giy check ngan bf akuw..

hehehehe..

dye bewli weed..

bapak bes glew abik ngan dye..

kiwg asyik gelak jew..

hahhahaah..

40 little Secrets

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
my bee..

[Two] Where was your default pic taken?
kat uma lar..

[Three] What's your middle name?
hanna..

[Four] Your current relationship status?
da kawin tpy nikah blom..

[Five] Does your crush like you back?
i dunno..

[Six] What is your current mood?
lonely n lapo..

[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
pink n white..

[Nine] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again
yes..

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
x nak couple ngan do`o n adam..

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
yes..

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
yes on 6 fed 2008..

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
kis n eat..

[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
yes at my dad..

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
yes..

[Sixteen] What song describes your life right now?
muse - Unintended

[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
erm.. yesterday..

[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
my bee..

[Nineteen] Who is your hero?
nobody..

[Twenty] What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
dick..

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order from McDonalds?
burger ..

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
i in love wit firdauz bin osman

[Twenty-three] Where is your ex?
at his home la..

[Twenty-four] Would you ever take them back?
erm.. kalaw dulu ok la.. kalaw skang sowie la babe..

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows
yes..

[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nope..

[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other languages?
english n malay jew..

[Twenty- eight] Whats your favorite smell?
my bee..

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life?
kadang2 bes.. n sumtime sux..

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
yes.. its da bes moment..

[Thirty one] Do you like the rain?
i love it..

[Thirty-two] What are you thinking about right now?
cooking..

[Thirty-three] What should you be doing right now?
cooking..

[Thirty-four] What is your missed memory?
time bf akuw x bz sgt..

[Thirty-five] What are you listening to?
im universal..

[Thirty-six] Who was the last person you told i love you to?
my bee..

[Thirty-seven] Who was the last person you yelled at?
my sister..

[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
no.. i be myself..

[THirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
black..

[Forty] Who was the last person to make you smile?

I DUNNO..

41 question..

1. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
akuw pown smoke.. so..

2. How about drinking?
erm.. akuw da x minum..

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yup=)..of course..

5. Whats your favorite sport?
erm.. sleeping..

6. Its Saturday night, you're home alone.. what do you do?
on9..

8. Can you do the splits?
no..

9. Do you like roller coasters?
x penah naek.. n x kan naek..

13. What are you doing this coming weekend?
nuthin..

14. Whats your favorite restaurant?
erm.. yg adew lasagna..

15. Do you usually fall for the right or wrong girl/boy?
erm.. wrong guy..

16. Have you ever hugged someone?
erm.. yes.. n manyak kali kowt..

17. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
penah.. shial owh laki tuh.. trk kpala akuw..

18. Are you lonely right now?
kinda..

19. Song stuck in your head?
erm.. bcoz of u - neyo

21. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex
dick n sex..

23. Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains?
erm.. beach, walawpown akuw alecgic to air laut..

24. What kind of phone do you have?
handphone..

26. Computer or laptop?
pc..

27. What is your favorite store?
so many lar..

28. Jeans or sweats?
jeans..

29. Which year has been the best so far?
2007

30. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
:: 19

31. What should you be doing right now?
erm.. cooking..

32. What is your favorite tv show?
tah arw..

33. Colour?
black, pink, bluew n coklet..

34. Are you wanting to be with him/her right now?
yes i am..

35. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
hahah.. yes i do..i

36. What do you do when you're at home?
on9 n sleeping..

37. Do you like to go to concerts?
no.. coz ramai owg..

38. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
hardstyle..

39. Scariest thing you've ever done?
cri brg..

40. Whats the best feature about you would you say?
i reaally dunno..

41. Are you friends with people that you shouldn't be friends with?
hahaha.. yes..

survey love.

1)love?
its a wonderful, sad n greatest thungs eva..

2)are u in love with someone rite now?
yes. wit my bee..

3)do you love ur ex?
erm, no.. but i love not be their fwen..

4)how many ex's?
11..

5)their name?
da lupew kowt..

6)why did you let he/her go?
erm.. bosan, x encem n adew boy laen..

7)were u able to move on?
adew yes but adew yg not..

8)new bf or gf?
hym2222..

9)happy with your life after break-up?
not, coz its too sad..

10) describe what relationship means to you.
its a serius thing eva..

15 feb 2008!!

owg sambut v's day semlm..

tpy akw sambut ary niy..

bes22..

dye dtg uma tdy..

sumpah akuw hepi..

hehehe..

dye x bwk pew2..

but akuw x kesah..

then akuw n dye kis..

tuwh lgy bes..

if ur ex ask these questions..what would be your answers??

Why did you let me go?
bcoz im bored..

Can I win you back?
erm, i think bout it..

I am very much happy with you back
then.
oooo..

I still love you.
me too, but as a fwen..

When did we last talk?
last week..

Can you go with me?
of course silly..

Hey , can i give you/ask for a
ride?
yes..

Were you able to move on?
maybe yes n maybe no..

I regret losing you.
me too..

I cannot keep my promise to you.
i know, plz change..

My parents do not like you.
it really make me sad..

You have changed.
i changed a lot, coz i dont want to lose my new bf..

14 feb 2008!!

everybody noe wat day is it..

is valentine's day..

but i didt celeb dis year..

kinda sad..

hahaha..

accually its a small matter..

as long as he remember me n present..

ill try to be tough..

even im not..

im try be cool, even i in a bad wheater..

try be da best tat i can..

juz 4 the love tat u gave..

huhu..

heppy valentine's day be3!!

v`s day history!!

St. Valentine's Story

Let me introduce myself. My name is Valentine. I lived in Rome during the third century. That was long, long ago! At that time, Rome was ruled by an emperor named Claudius. I didn't like Emperor Claudius, and I wasn't the only one! A lot of people shared my feelings.

Claudius wanted to have a big army. He expected men to volunteer to join. Many men just did not want to fight in wars. They did not want to leave their wives and families. As you might have guessed, not many men signed up. This made Claudius furious. So what happened? He had a crazy idea. He thought that if men were not married, they would not mind joining the army. So Claudius decided not to allow any more marriages. Young people thought his new law was cruel. I thought it was preposterous! I certainly wasn't going to support that law!

Did I mention that I was a priest? One of my favourite activities was to marry couples. Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, I kept on performing marriage ceremonies -- secretly, of course. It was really quite exciting. Imagine a small candlelit room with only the bride and groom and myself. We would whisper the words of the ceremony, listening all the while for the steps of soldiers.

One night, we did hear footsteps. It was scary! Thank goodness the couple I was marrying escaped in time. I was caught. (Not quite as light on my feet as I used to be, I guess.) I was thrown in jail and told that my punishment was death.

I tried to stay cheerful. And do you know what? Wonderful things happened. Many young people came to the jail to visit me. They threw flowers and notes up to my window. They wanted me to know that they, too, believed in love.

One of these young people was the daughter of the prison guard. Her father allowed her to visit me in the cell. Sometimes we would sit and talk for hours. She helped me to keep my spirits up. She agreed that I did the right thing by ignoring the Emperor and going ahead with the secret marriages. On the day I was to die, I left my friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. I signed it, "Love from your Valentine."

I believe that note started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day. It was written on the day I died, February 14, 269 A.D. Now, every year on this day, people remember. But most importantly, they think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to stand in the way of love, and they laugh -- because they know that love can't be beaten!

Valentine Traditions

Hundreds of years ago in England, many children dressed up as adults on Valentine's Day. They went singing from home to home. One verse they sang was:

Good morning to you, valentine;
Curl your locks as I do mine ---
Two before and three behind.
Good morning to you, valentine.

In Wales wooden love spoons were carved and given as gifts on February 14th. Hearts, keys and keyholes were favourite decorations on the spoons. The decoration meant, "You unlock my heart!"

In the Middle Ages, young men and women drew names from a bowl to see who their valentines would be. They would wear these names on their sleeves for one week. To wear your heart on your sleeve now means that it is easy for other people to know how you are feeling.

In some countries, a young woman may receive a gift of clothing from a young man. If she keeps the gift, it means she will marry him.

Some people used to believe that if a woman saw a robin flying overhead on Valentine's Day, it meant she would marry a sailor. If she saw a sparrow, she would marry a poor man and be very happy. If she saw a goldfinch, she would marry a millionaire.

A love seat is a wide chair. It was first made to seat one woman and her wide dress. Later, the love seat or courting seat had two sections, often in an S-shape. In this way, a couple could sit together -- but not too closely!

Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry, As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.

Pick a dandelion that has gone to seed. Take a deep breath and blow the seeds into the wind. Count the seeds that remain on the stem. That is the number of children you will have.

If you cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you will also know how many children you will have.

Valentine's Day History

There are varying opinions as to the origin of Valentine's Day. Some experts state that it originated from St. Valentine, a Roman who was martyred for refusing to give up Christianity. He died on February 14, 269 A.D., the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries. Legend also says that St. Valentine left a farewell note for the jailer's daughter, who had become his friend, and signed it "From Your Valentine". Other aspects of the story say that Saint Valentine served as a priest at the temple during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Claudius then had Valentine jailed for defying him. In 496 A.D. Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honour St. Valentine.

Gradually, February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. The date was marked by sending poems and simple gifts such as flowers. There was often a social gathering or a ball.

In the United States, Miss Esther Howland is given credit for sending the first valentine cards. Commercial valentines were introduced in the 1800's and now the date is very commercialised. The town of Loveland, Colorado, does a large post office business around February 14. The spirit of good continues as valentines are sent out with sentimental verses and children exchange valentine cards at school.

The History of Saint Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day started in the time of the Roman Empire. In ancient Rome, February 14th was a holiday to honour Juno. Juno was the Queen of the Roman Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of women and marriage. The following day, February 15th, began the Feast of Lupercalia.

The lives of young boys and girls were strictly separate. However, one of the customs of the young people was name drawing. On the eve of the festival of Lupercalia the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and placed into jars. Each young man would draw a girl's name from the jar and would then be partners for the duration of the festival with the girl whom he chose. Sometimes the pairing of the children lasted an entire year, and often, they would fall in love and would later marry.

Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off. He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed.

The pastors of the early Christian Church in Rome endeavoured to do away with the pagan element in these feasts by substituting the names of saints for those of maidens. And as the Lupercalia began about the middle of February, the pastors appear to have chosen Saint Valentine's Day for the celebration of this new feaSt. So it seems that the custom of young men choosing maidens for valentines, or saints as patrons for the coming year, arose in this way.

so wat do u think??

things tat i dislike!!

owh..

kenew maki, nagis, lonely, sate, baju kurung, tudung, rokok abiz,

kenew kutuk, not enough attention from hym, sweet talker, ego guys,

sombong, bajet howt, minah kg, not having date 4 v day, his ex,

hary raya, puasa, sleep wut tears, worry,

n many more

things tat i like..

erm..

music, sleeping, kissing, eating, movies, hang out, klcc,

fashion, hot pants, a fwen, mini skirt, jeans, t shirt, a dress,

mcd, kfc, piercing, hot guy, rox star, lazania, chess, pink,

black, him, joking, drunk, smoking, fuck, yka, my bed,

MY BANTAL BUSYUK, bb, t.s, check inn, romantik,

lolipop, nasi lemak, hair, shoe, his lips, a hugs,

tuwh jew yg i ingat ..

Love Match for Cancer and Taurus!!

When Taurus and Cancer come together in a love affair, it's usually a very good combination. They are two positions apart within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to share karmic ties and a deep mutual understanding. These particular two Signs have much in common: Both prize security in a love relationship above almost all else; both tend to be nurturers (Cancer is emotionally nurturing while Taurus loves to spoil their lover with sensual delights, gifts and good, rich meals). They're both quite domestic and love a quiet night spent at home with their sweetie.

The Taurus-Cancer partnership tends to be a happy one due to this mutual enjoyment of the security and comfort of home. They love a solid home base, a strong relationship, nice possessions, good food: all the comforts of domestic life. Theirs is often the ideal family that people of other Signs strive for, with strong ties between them and a relationship that is family-oriented rather than toward the outside world. Their only major problems arise when Taurus insists on having its own way and Cancer responds by sulking. Taurus must understand Cancer's emotional sensitivity, and Cancer needs rely on open, honest communication than on emotional blackmail.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Cancer is ruled by the Moon (Emotions). Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with feminine energy. Cancer often keeps emotions bottled up and simmering inside, which can lead to occasional boil-overs. Thus, Cancer is attracted to Taurus's open, honest, unafraid nature. As the Moon controls the tides of the Earth, quietly affecting all life, so does Cancer, manipulating behind the scenes. Cancer tends to be sentimental, and both partners prefer to enjoy each other rather than socializing with large groups.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Cancer is a Water Sign. Water and Earth are compatible as tangible, physical entities. As a Water Sign, Cancer is born to nurture an Earth Sign like Taurus the way rain nurtures Earth and helps crops grow. In turn, Taurus tends to have a more stable view of life than does Cancer and is less prone to emotional turmoil; therefore, Taurus can help Cancer stabilize their tumultuous feelings. Both Signs must be careful in this relationship, however: Taurus may tire of Cancer's mood swings, and Cancer may in turn feel that Taurus is insensitive to their needs.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Cancer is a Cardinal Sign. Taurus has Fixed habits; they won't change an opinion once it's formed. This can provide Cancer with an emotional rock, as Taurus is entirely dedicated to the relationship. In turn, Cancer can bring new inspiration to the relationship and start new projects that Taurus will enjoy taking over later.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Cancer relationships? The steady, reliable team they make. Both Signs are dependable and nurturing, strongly oriented toward domestic life together. A mutual love of home and security makes theirs an ideal long-term, family relationship

fashion!!

akuw sukew foshion..

but fashion yg akuw sukew bf akuw x sukew..

me always wanna dress like them..

maybe sumday..

skang miy akuw sukew dress yg selesa..

likew jeans n shirt..

n akuw skew bwat sumtin yg pelik..

maybe wearing a ..

akuw benci pakai high hill..

i love lamb, baby phat, roxy, n many more..

kalaw beli baju yg murah pown ok..

awsal kan its cute..

love mini skirts..

love hot pants..

hehehe..









love them!!

valentine!!

taun niy dauz x nak sambut valentine coz dye x dew money..

akuw x kesah..

tpy agak sewdih lar coz dis is our first valentine together..

nvm..

but i x tipuw lar if i x ckp its sad..

erm..

happy valentine day 4 myself..

sad!!

akuw col ko bkn nak kenew maki..

ko taw x??

lps xccident nie ko x lyn akuw sgt..

akuw faham family ko in trouble..

but at least lyn i..

akuw cyg ko..

ko lak??

blew time akuw nak ko cam niy arw akuw dpt..

blew lg cyg??

niy la time akuw nak gewdik2 ngan ko..

akw taw ko bz nak urus kan ketew, bill adewk n kejew ko..

ello im sick ere..

need ur care!!

ACCIDENT!!

6 feb 2008..

akuw ikowt bf akuw blk kg..

tah mcm manew tah..

kiwg accident..

bf akuw ok jew..

akuw n adewk dye yg terook..

kepala akuw kenew jahit..

adewk dye lak trauma..

isk isk..

kiwg xccident at highway kl ke ipoh..

ketew kiwg terbabas..

waktu tat things happen..

akuw blur sgt..

cam nuthin happen..

but after a while akuw mulew sedar..

then akuw cry hp akuw..

erm..

akw pown kuwa dry kete..

then adew owg tumpangkan kiwg giy hosp..

sampai kart hosp, bawu akuw sewdar..

kart mukew akuw adew 2 kaca n kart kpala akuw adew satu..

akuw pening2 palew..

sakit owh blew dr twh kwa kan kaca..

erm..

nasib baek akuw still idop..

my ex!!

duckz..

tdy duck dtg uma..

ilang wendu akuw kart dye..

dye still sweeet can duluw..

tpy tdy akuw malu..

hahaha..

da lamew x meet siot..

akuw ingat lagy..

akuw couple ngan dye 12 feb 2007..

break akuw x ingat..

waktu valentine date kart t.s tingkat 7..

dye bgy akuw bear n rantai..

akuw lak kawsi dye button..

akuw wendu blew akw couple ngan dye..

lawak arw akuw niy..

then tdy akuw bgy dye hadiah besday dye..

akuw beli last year..

tp akuw x sempat bgy..

tdy akw newgok dye mcm sukew jew..

tah arw..

but akuw lega lps kasi dye mendew tuwh..

college!!

argh..

akuw bosan betowl arw kalaw blk sinew..

semua cam x nawk lyn akuw..

akuw bosan!!

diwg x penah taw..

dlm minggu niy byk dwet akuw habis..

da lah kenew titow uma cva..

akuw takowt jew dauz taw..

nanty mesti kenew maki..

siot jew nanty..

copycat!!

i ha8 ma lil big sis named elicha..

arw..

dye sukew tiruw akw..

akw bosan..

dye x dew role model dye sewdiri kew??

then mak akuw mrh akuw sbb ajar dye mendew merepek..

akuw isap wakok, dye pown nak..

akuw kuwa kl, dye pown nak kuwa kl..

x lewh kew dye x tiruw akuw..

akw tension tol arw..

semua dye nak tiruw..

akuw juz takowt dye bwat lgy terook dry akuw..

i juz pray..

hope dye x bwat mendew terook..

amin..

thaipusam..

ary niy patut nyew cutiw..

tpy bosh balak akw suwuh kejew..

shial jew..

bawu nak kuwa samew2..

giy newgok movies..

sewdih akuw..

n x puas aty tol lar..

internet lembap..

akuw panas tul lar ngan streamyx uma akuw niy..

bapak lembap arw..

nak bkk stu page pown mkn masew 5 minit..

akuw cam nak campak modeeem pown adew..

arrrrgh..'

tension..

bee 2!!

sabtu n ahad arytuwh akuw kuwa kl ngan dauz..

bes killew..

dye da berubah..

smpah dye sweet killew blew kiwg kwa arytuwh..

akuw da mulew rasew x lonely da..

ary sabtu kiwg check inn (jaat kan akw)..

then kiwg tito sampai kul 11..

then bawu lar giy klcc..

dye lepak ngan akuw jew..

sebelom niy dye ske lepak ngan member dye..

kiwg newgok wayang..

sumpah cite tuwh cam shial jew..

then lps wayang akuw blk uma..

coz sok dye nak kejew..

sumpah b..

i glad tat u come to ma life..

i have a blast 2 days wit u..

love now then n always..

family dinner..

tdy satuw family akuw giy dinner kart wangsa maju..

tk besday yaya..

mkn steamboat..

fav akuw..

hahah..

akuw mkn sampai da x lrt..

kenyang glew..

bes glew family dinner tdy..

x pew kiwg x snap pic arw..

sema sibowk melyn makanan jew..

waiter tuh pown da pening..

table kiwg kew penoh ngan pinggan..

pewrot akuw buncit sgt niy..

sampai jew uma semua landing kat katil..

semua da x lrt nawk bwat bendew..

hahaha..

manew x gemok..

fwen..

akuw adew manyak member..

tpy semua cam pijak kepala akuw!!

akuw kadang2 tension arw jugak..

akuw niy jenis sanggup bwat pew demi kawan..

lamew2 akuw lak jdy tension..

kadang2 akuw jeles gak..

coz walaupown akuw adew manyak member..

tpy bkn semua tuh nawk kawan ngan akuw..

akuw sewdih..

blew i need some help..

no want there 4 me..

yg tingal juz me n my bf..

maybe akuw x jumpew kwan yg baek lgy??

member2 akuw semua nyer cari akuw blew diwg susah..

arrrgggh..

akw juz nawk adew sumone will be there 4 me..

da lah bf akuw bz memanjang..

tah2 x dew member akuw yg cyg akuw??

akuw akan cube idop tanpew member!!

ill try ma bes!!

bosan!!

akuw x taw nawk bwat pew owh..

on9 myspace memanjang jew..

then maen games..

nawk tito, tpy akuw x nyantuk agy!!

sumpah akuw da x taw nawk bwat pew??

wokok abiz arrrrrghhh tension..

akuw wendu kart b akuw arw..

dye bz killew lately niy..

akuw lonely sgt!!

blew arw dye lewh meet akuw??

erm..

akuw..

name akuw: nurul hanna asila
live: bkt antarabangsa, ampang
bday date: 17.05.89
bday place: kelantan

skewl: sekolah rendah kebangsaan bandar baru selayang
: sekolah rendah kebangsaan lembah keramat
: sekolah menengah kebangsaan lembah keramat

college: tpm

about me:
akuw x skew ikowt peraturan.. akuw sukew bwat pew yg akuw sukew.. akuw gle n kadang murah (ex akuw ckp arw).. akuw x pandai nawk ego2 niy..
akuw sukew pk psl masew dpn akuw.. akuw jugak sowg yg pemls.. akuw skew tito n mkn..
akuw gemook n ugly.. kadang2 akuw skew pasan comel..
akuw x kaye.. akuw bodoh.. tpy akuw cyg sgt kart owg yg cyg akuw..

erm.. bout him!!

akuw cyg kart dye..

tpy dye da mintak break kart akuw 7 kali da..

sumpah akuw sewdih!!

akuw da x taw nawk bwat pew??

dye suwuh akuw berubah..

akuw bwat..

dye nawk makan..

akuw msk..

pew lagy salah akuw??

akuw sewdiri x faham???

tapy akuw mmg cyg kart mohamad firdaus bin osman..

ko nyawa akuw..

bee!!

diew neyh kadang2 bikin gua paneh jew... tp kadang2 diew r penyejuk hati... diew neyh kadang2 wat aku malu jew... tapi kadang2 sb diew r akuw sedar kelemahan akuw.. diew neyh kadang2 cam selekeh jew aku nengowk... tp sebenarnyew hati diew lebih cantik dr super model... kadang2 aku rasew cam aku xserasi jew ngan diew... tp kadang2 akuw rasew diew r teman terbaik yang penah akuw jumpew... diew neyh kadang2 wat akuw menyampah jew... tp relitinyew diew r satu-satunya owang yang akuw SAYANG...!

niy de tulis psl akuw..

bleh cayew kew??

tpy akuw caye..

sweet lar plak dye niy..

biasew nyer bkn cam niy..

hahaha..

yg penting akuw taw dye cyg akuw..